dear jacqueline - Copy - A children's village

my profound gratitude

including yourself

money

business

leadership

abuse frequencies

technology

the wall of water

flow

priorities

plugging in my source connection

seeing how other were commanding my source connection

prioritising physical health and bonds of affection

slave self

reawaken

alignment

compass of care

trusting my 'sense' of things

having clearer boundaries with others

wholeheartedly,

leela

making amends

I found myself deep diving in an immersion into all of your water-related tracks. It was profoundly life changing and in my 'way of nature', it was in flow some quotes were scribed onto paper.

In the process of exploring money as a theme in 'Sea Change', a woman from my community came for an exploratory session (freely given) and some of your quotes were shared with her verbally by me; referencing my own notes; making it expressly clear that is came from you. so

It was later that day that it dawned on me that this went outside of 'personal use'.

i am so sorry. You have been clear about it, and it changed my relationship to requests for sharing of tracks. And the sharing of my notes, slipped through the net, as this is not personal use either.

With such profound respect for your work, it was hard to believe that this happened; it was a slip of consciousness and has had such a huge impact on my relationship to copyright and terms of use.

it is visible to see also, how doing this, affected my energies and they got mixed up with hers.

And opened up my seeing to a massive realisation that the energies of the Sea Change illustrations, taken from the kit that was designed and creatively directed by me in 2015 have had a profoundly undermining effect; heavy financial loss, abuse frequencies, colonial dynamics showing up; causing that part of the project to be discontinued.

A profound insight into the level of 'detail, and meticulousness of what agreements we make, who with, what money we accept and being clear about the energies involved in copyright and money.

It is very natural to me to design visual tools and artefacts as part of evolutionary experiences; my offer is for the design and creative direction of cards, kits or games if you feel called to; freely given, naturally, when this next chapter is resourced and my studio is set up for my highest level of work.

if there are any other of my strengths which are useful to you, it will be my honour to offer them.

And if another remedy is better, please also let me know.

an urgent request for assistance today; keyword evacuation

A fellow PS member urged me to apply for funding some weeks ago; this has been in process for 10 days; and so much has changed in that time with the wall of water, electromagnetic 'tsunami' event and war coming further into the field of in-form-ation and the initial emf protection and and catalysing purification, clarity and alignment with my unique instructions for these times; and your recent tracks have brought into my awareness the need to put myself first, include myself, and put my physical health and bonds of affection before work.

There are enough signals and signs now to raise an alarm; for me - this is also being experienced by others, mostly earthkeepers and those who see fields and patterns of information; now in earnest preparations for what appears as a natural earth event in the very near horizon; the field of information tells me 22 September 2022 for an emp electromagnetic pulse event that will take down the power grid; and a tsunami in October.

The most essential assistance needed is for travel today from Sussex to La Solana mountains in the Pyrenees; as you probably know, my financial situation has been in breakdown - and looking it another way; showing me the energy has gone for my life in Sussex, and that life is beckoning in a new location; the 4 times

With this in mind and heart, this is an eleventh hour request for assistance to evacuate from the UK

Urgent evacuation to the Pyrenees - today

There is an opening for me to make my way to La Solana mountains in the Pyrenees; to be an intentional neighbour and to make 'clan' with a PS member and co-create a village in the remote mountains. These are my unique instructions; and it is clear that the signals have been coming through with more focus on purification and letting go of what no longer serves; and through prioritising my physical health over work.

Tsunami / wall of water

There are enough signals and signs now to raise an alarm; for me - this is also being experienced by others, mostly earthkeepers and those who see fields and patterns of information; now in earnest preparations for what appears as a natural earth event in the very near horizon; quite possibly on 23/24 September 2022 - the 24th being the emphasis, and the numbers add up to a signal from negative controllers; the 22nd also has something signalling.

Someone messaged yesterday from Spain to say that a tsunami warning was issued there for the 23/24th.

EMF tsunami

6G testing in Sussex has been debilitating; and makes sense of my health decline since arriving back from Mexico in May.

Even with 'kit' which people have donated/bought for me, it is not enough to withstand the disorienting / dizzying effects.

The dots are joining; and it looks like there is timeline with a serious electromagnetic pulse event on the hear horizon; my energy is to move fast.

Funding raised

a funding proposal

for Support

My transition from the mainframe is well underway; having extracted myself from the corporate CSR, sustainability, regeneration, community development, business and community partnerships, leadership and team development, school, charity and humanitarian sectors that have been my mainstay since 2008.

Whilst these seemed like 'positive change' - which was my intention to focus on - it was not all it promised to be; and in the last 2 years has revealed itself to be part of a co-ordinated agenda. My 'burnout' during these years, seems to have been my body showing me that something needed to change. Thinking 'there was something wrong with me' - spent thousands on health and regeneration and continued that work. Until it became untenable in 2018.

Your track re prioritising physical health and bonds of affection has 'hit home' in a big way; for my priority has been work, to keep afloat and to raise the money to pay for more health treatments (it's been my mostly costly expense/investment over these years). My work has suffered because of my health; yet found myself in what has seemed like an impossible situation; to the extent where it has been an inquiry for me, if it is meant to be for me to leave my body in these times.

Yet it seems there is so much left for me to live/do! Visions, and sense of another timeline beckoning/emerging, for me to keep sensing and moving into, and creating.

My current situation has me in Sussex, England - where there are lots of people in the community, however very much mainframe, and the emf's here are so high; masts are hidden/disguised in the forest. 6G testing in the last weeks has had me (and others) literally pulsing and waving; needing to stand barefoot to earth it, or run for cover. It being a forest in a valley, it is damp. Finally seeing that being here has been the source of severe health problems since 2014.

Going further back, working on national grid power station sites and in internet databanks for 8 years; whilst being led to believe in 2003, 3 vaccines were needed for India, my health took a real turn.

My visit to work at a humanitarian 'futures' conference at CERN in 2015 had my left side in paralysis for 7 days; with daily cranio sacral to

Any support that is possible for health. as a foundation for me to fulfil my unique instructions is profoundly welcome.

the next chapter sees me living in an area nestled in nature with no phone signal and only ethernet internet cables; and as much as possible dc power.

The Children's Village

Deep alignment and resonance at heart; in the centre
A cluster of deeply aligned beings living in proximity; a sense of 12 natural homes and shared communal spaces; a place with children and nature at the heart; for children of today and seven generations beyond
A safe haven, nestled in nature; living in alignment with nature’s principles
A natural habitat for species who love and flourish in mountains, rivers, streams and springs; natural homes, beauty, flow and nourishment in form; who thrive in kindness, gentleness of spirit, care and creativity
A multidimensional life; active participation in purifying programmes and paradigms and repurifying; exploring possibilities for more nourishment, alignment and embodiment
A culture of inquiry, radical responsibility, deep care and alignment;
A living, active inquiry into fulfilling the highest potential of our species and unique instructions and transitioning from the mainframe safely and securely
A creative life
An active inquiry into quadrality, quantum agriculture, native ways; a partnership of people, earth and place
Natural inclination to purify programmes and paradigms from society; to be with the deep silence within; returning wholly to purity and being in the highest levels of relationship with each other
Participatory process with consent and consensus;
Decentralised in decision making and organisation of group life
Self-leadership encouraged and cultivated; responsibility, accountability and agreements hold natural structure and build trust
Children are central to decision making and active participants in design and decision making; providing opportunities to gather their input and insights all ages, including pre-verbal
Tending to natural birth and the delicacies of pre, peri and post natal care and development
New paradigms in placemaking

And includes

Community bakery
Large clay oven(s)
Outdoor Kitchen
Ayurvedic cooking
Food for Friends
Food stores
Sacred seed store
Natural, organic homes; a second skin
A natural built sauna
A natural built hot tub
A natural feeling to co-build a natural birthing centre
Children’s learning spaces
A central village fire
Apocathery
Outdoor kitchen
Water filtration, purifying, enlivening and harvesting
Natural and low tech power systems
A maker space; wood, pottery, metalwork, fixing; natural painting;
A natural laboratory for community needs

It's time for a sea change

A kit and a game in the making; to assist people through times of turning tides and waves of change; a paradigm popping game of inquiry, reflection, surfacing, journeying, waymaking and navigating.

A repurposed visual leadership kit made for a FTSE Board in 2015; which was clear ar the time, that it came for a reason other than the Board. 18 month later, the lead at the international School of Stoytelling had a dream; he was told in the dream, that there would be a crisis in community, and leela had a solution; a black box

visual toolkit was to help people, especially children, prepare for such an event, to work together in a localised humanitarian response, independently of the government and NGO's.

Yidindji

People reached

A children's village

People reached

Physical health

Support

Executive function

Very humbling to acknowledge this; have been on a 12 year journey with 'neurodiversity' and have researched deeply into autism and dyslexia; for they are my 'diagnosis', to the extent that there is a body of work for a disruptive book/film that opens up new possibilities and paradigms about and the potential remedies.

In the process of this deep dive, and the deep resistance to the labelling; and my emphasis on the many gifts that come with it; it has been left out of the picture, by me, that there is a brain development trauma from sexual abuse at 3 years young, and rape at 4. Trauma at this age is evidenced to directly affect Executive Function; which is a very useful part of the brain for navigating life more smoothly.

The stress of trying to do it myself, and working way outside of my strengths; has caused cycles of burnout over a long time and it's time t o stop; it's time to get honest and say what's needed, even if people have a stigma or make 'smart' remarks about it; trying to manage is unworkable and it is hampering my ability to be well and fulfil my instructions for these times.

Nervous system

EMF sensitivity

Amalgam removal and

Recovery. Restitution & Regeneration after

Game changing games

A series of multidimensional games that create shifts in paradigms and realities;

Croftionmg

A series of multidimensional games that create shifts in paradigms and realities;

funding

First things first: physical health

In a recent track,it was so helpful to hear you say ' focus on physical health and bonds of affection as your first priorities'; then money and work. This has been the opposite for me, a condition of the slave self and family patterns. It's a relief to know there to be my priorities.

My financial situation crashed in 2018 upon retrieving my early life memories and being unable for a time, to do the coaching, team development and leadership work that resourced my life at the time; having only just turned a corner after a 9-month gap in work in 2016 with what looked like burnout out and now is clear to be more of a reaction to strong emf's from a local mast and BT phone exchange.

My prioritising of work over health has also been due to my need for money to pay for health regeneration; a request to my parents in 2018, created an abuse dyamnic and my family separation began.

The health priorities that need to be addressed urgently are:

emf protection
nervous system resourcing / regeneration

Team (bonds of affection)

Work with a team

Travel

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Croft

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Homebase

A natural dwelling; made from earth and wood; a living, breathing space; dc power and no emf's; simple by nature; a work of art and devotion to living in harmony with nature.

resourcing my contribution to the village

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funding; for crisis in communities

What's right with me

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Nurturing needs

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request for urgent assistance

all of the signals for the wall of water have arrived; and being mirrored now in conversations with the earthkeepers in my eco-system; in the alternative media and an announcement today of a tsunami warning in Spain for 23/24 September. It has also, this week, been publicly announced that '24 September will be a day that we will each remember exactly where we were'; and that was in the german parliament. The numerics of that date are interesting.

My work on 'Sea Change' is now at 3 years and has developed into a body of work for a kit, a game and accompanying book and mentorship journey. An error was made in leaving out the disaster preparedness and response purpose of this, largely due to people's reactions to my sharing of my visions and the need for this; and in hindsight, it was diluted, watered down because of it. In these recent days of a more intense focus on purification, and trusting the signals that are coming through (despite people's dismissive responses) - and it has come into view, that this was the core of the kit. It is becoming clear that this visual toolkit was to help people, especially children, prepare for such an event, to work together in a localised humanitarian response, independently of the government and NGO's.

Having grappled with the 'freely given' transition, part of the 'delay' in it being 'launched' is seemingly down to my transition in the models and systems to facilitate giving, and also my own process of purifying the old ways of working and my relationship to money; all of which you have helped with massively. The difficulty also, has been that although this kit meets a clear need, it is one that people are not aware of. And perhaps it is perfect timing. my sense is though, that if trusting the overall picture in my view, carrying on to get it ready, with conviction would have been better. This work has been my priority, and my physical health and bonds of affection have had less energy because of it; and one of your tracks clearly and wisely lays out, that these are the top priorities. Perhaps if these were, it would all have become clearer sooner.

this is part of my unique instructions for these times; and there is now a 5 day window of opportunity to get it out there and assist in preparations; both practically and energetically.

my unique instructions

The Children's Village

Funding raised

Local humanitarian preparedness and response

Funding raised

a future beckoning

the children's village

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time is of the essence; earth changes; the wall of water

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funding; for crisis in communities

Sea Change

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